I was called weird by the people who "love" me now. my friends talk to the people I hate and sometimes ( most of the time) leave me for them. I have problems of letting people go who leave me on purpose. I get left out a lot and nobody notices. even though I notice when they get left out. Being a creep and a freak when I do something that doesn't seem "normal". feeling like the failure of my family cuz my grades are worse. I mostly cry and nobody listens. they act like they care even though they don't. I try to comfort my self with talking but I doesn't help. the class annoys me alot. thoughts I can't control like g0r3 and stuff thats all I guess at least I think
song: fallen down from toby fox
