She didn’t like this, no not at all.. The red she-cat was pacing, back and forth, back and forth- why had this happened- /how/ could this have happened. It was against /everything/ she stood for- how could she be so /careless/- Her heart was pounding; it was all she could feel - her rushing heart and her choaking, gasping breaths. Chimerabreeze was dead- She didn't know her- she just wanted to train- how could this have happened- the she-cats anxious gaze whipped towards the cliff edge- how could she have known they were that close to the edge... The horrific- blood curdling- fearful- yowls as she fell are cemented into her skull- they’re ringing in her ears- it won't stop- it won't- she layed on the ground and held her paws against her ears – it won’t stop she can still hear it- she digs her claws into her own flesh and clenched her jaw so tightly her muzzle shook- she couldn't close her eyes, when she closes her eyes – she's tormented, she sees her- she smells her- the burnt hairless flesh, her cold, lifeless body. Her cold, lifeless eyes- her eyes harrowing, fearful empty. /And she lied/ To Trianglestar- she dragged the corpse out of the water as it washed up on the shore, cold, lifeless, empty- she panicked - what else could she do- she couldn’t tell Trianglestar that she killed her- she would be EXHILED for star clans' sake- her home- her siblings- she could lose it all from one MISTAKE- so she lied- she lied to her leader- she lied to her clan- and now she has to live with the guilt- its tearing her apart- she can feel guilts claws scraping beneath her skin- gnawing away at her until theres nothing left- the perfect warrior doesn’t kill- the perfect warrior doesn’t lie- shes a failure. A KILLER- /How had this happened-/ ~~ Perfectmeldoy had been on her watchman duties, walking along the coastline when she came across chimerabreeze- if she was honest- she didnt know her, they had never spoken before now. Perfect approached Chimera and asked if she would like to spar- she had been on watchman duties for hours she was rather pent up- Chimera body slammed perfect, quite a bit more forcefully than perfect had anticipated, the movement knocking her prone on the ground- Before she could get her Barings chimera was rushing toward her leaping at perfect- she was so swept up in the battle she acted on instinct launching chimera over her with her hind legs- . . . the moment she committed to the action she had a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach- she didn't hear the thud of chimeras body behind her- no she heard a bloodcurdling yowl- she scrambled to her feet and scrabbled to the edge of the cliff- /the edge of the cliff/- the realisation of what she had done hit her like the waves that were engulfing chimera- the gargled cries of pain as she attempted to stay above water- as her flesh melted – as perfect stared on in horror- what has she done- ~~ She remembers waiting on that cliff edge for what must have been hours- frozen in horror- she had to do something- she could just leave her here- frame it as an accident- no she couldn't do that- shes already killed her she atleast needs to ensure her body is found- starclan does she have a family... What if she had kits waiting for her- no perfect now is not the time to think about that- you have to do something before anyone sees you- SEA CLAN- the war- YES she can blame seaclan- shes in the water- it was them she just came across it on her watchman duty- she saw nothing- It sickens her how easy it is for her to spin this lie to drag her body from the sea knowing she put it there-- she committed a crime- she should come clean- face the judgement of her leader- face the judgement of her clan- But she is afraid- A COWARD- She protects her own hide over justice for her clanmate-
@venus_stars- for donating chimerabreeze for perfects character development :)