A͟r͟i͟'͟s ⇵ Rant ꒱

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The Rant- (SWEARING WARNING) UPDATE June 21/ 11:00 p,This song is angry >:(( and I am too, so there. I know this is not my usual project, but this is quite important. So there's this guy, let's call him L1, since he's ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶u̶m̶b̶e̶r̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶L̶O̶S̶E̶R̶ ReaLLy sUcH a GreAt peRs0n. I have liked him for over 3 years so yes, this is big. Anyways he always was more distant and mean to me than anyone else (don't get this wrong, he's really nice :D well, used to be, anyways...) I told him at some point that I liked him and he seemed okay with it, an we became friends but I noticed how I was treated different from his other friends, like more of an outsider, joke, or someone who has just rolled in a big pile of _. I felt so bad about myself, and this went on for a LONG time, so I really became so less like myself and really just unhappy. Also another thing I noticed was one day he was my bestie, one day he ignored me. One week he ignored me. Then a month. And next Tuesday, it was like nothing ever happened, and we were friends again. This was not good for my mental health and I grew really unhappy. Plus he hung out with my ex bestie (lets call her L2) a LOT even though he knew how I felt and anyways I was really maddened cause he only laughed at her jokes and you know just more attention while he ignored me. :( More recently, he said "Fine, i'll give you a chance." Not even "Will you be my girlfriend." I was so happy for the rest of the day and It felt too good to be true. It was, though. Too good for him, because I have realized that he was really not worth my time. Anyways, he via Gmail, he randomly said that we were over. The day after he agreed to be my bf. I just paused my celebration and started at my screen. He did not have the heart to tell me personally, even though we live not to far away. The next few days I cried buckets even though I knew I shouldn't. I started to doubt that he even liked me. It seemed like a dare he would take. Now, most recently, I sent him an email. Here it is. "Hopefully this is the last email I send to you, but I am really disappointed in the way you behave and play with people's feelings or/and emotions. I would appreciate it if we did not talk since you often have nothing good to say. I know that you will say something negative or ghost me, so I think I will block you since our interactions were never good. Notice how I am sending you a message before blocking you than just vanishing and letting a friend pass on the message. Maybe one day you will feel bad for the countless things you did but I really doubt it is today. That being said, It was a pleasure for the rare times you were nice to me, and I mean no hate at all, as it is probably my fault and I am really just "selfish and egotistical", as you have said and conveyed multiple times. Goodbye, kindly note that you missed out on a great friend, and nothing you say will change my opinion on you. Respectfully, Aarya (last name :O) Ps. Have a great day. ☺️ Then I blocked him. Everything was ok, but he figured out my mother's phone number and since he was to ____ to do it himself, he got his friends to voicemail how annoying I was and that I would never ever get L1 to be my boyfriend, eww, I don't want him anyways. My mom saw, so now I'm just dealing with that. I will let you know about updates soon. Chat w/ me in the comments please! jun 23/ ///// 12:00pm GUYS guess what? I just found out that the person who sent the gross voicemail was my ex bestie and her new bestie who is romantically interested in her! like ew hahahaha why are they so obsessed with me??? I sent them an email to shut them up and I'm waiting for a response but I don't care if I don't get one either cause like eww who is that immature and CREEPY omg?? >:O Update/ jun 32. 4:00pm HEY I am now aware that a person who was in this story has joined scratch and is commenting on this project. if that is you, hello. nice to meet you again. 8:00 pm update- I think we kinda (everyone in this story) cleared it up but we still have beef? Idk I think we will always have some sort of beef, since our relationship is really complex.