(Possibly my last project before school break) Lyrics: I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing. Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing? Why am I never needed, superseded? I force a smile and apologize again. Forget that I'm always failing, misbehaving. My life is hardly ever worth explaining. Blame me until it's over, giving closure. I try to make you believe my lie. Come on and celebrate a perfect finale come true! Making sure you never figure me out or feel guilty. Ending every day with a sorry will do, but you're getting tired of the same routine. 'Cause no one needs me pretending that I'm gone, completely. I wanted to get out of bed today, but I always get in my way. I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused! Just give me another scar. Never-ending terrible scores, tell me, what am I good for? You're sick of me complaining even more! I promise that I'll leave you all alone! I'm better off on my own. Doesn't matter whether I'm gone, I'm always in the wrong, right? I know I'll never belong... Celebrating if I feel happy for you, feeling lonely even when I'm around other people. Putting on a smile is all I can do, 'cause I never mattered to the world or to my friends. I hated giving explanations, so, why should I bother at all? When I can take the fall and give you all the satisfaction of believing everything is solved again! So, don't forgive me. Escaping the responsibility of telling you why I'm alone today is the only reason I say... I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused! Just breaking another heart. Giving you a terrible lie, going home on a goodbye. I'm terrified of thinking I should- Be honest, giving a sign, does it feel like I'm crossing a line? Stay alive and live up to an expectation that I've set in my mind? Apologizing every time. Repeating a broken rhyme. Telling you I'm gonna be fine, you know that it's a lie, right? Until the day that I die! I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused! Just give me another scar. Never-ending terrible scores, tell me, what am I good for? You're sick of me complaining even more! I promise that I'll leave you all alone! I'm better off on my own. Doesn't matter whether I'm gone, I'm always in the wrong, right? I know I'll never belong... But this is not what I want! Tomorrow's gonna be my fault. I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing. Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing? Why am I never needed, superseded? I force a smile and apologize again.
Song by ePiaeon. Image by Its_Sherboi.
