REMEMBER this is not attention seeking, I am only posting this to rant and get this off my chest. I don't want people to feel pity for me or anything, I am just spreading awareness because I know this scratcher and many others like them still exist on Scratch today OK like I said I already know I posted this, and reposted it too about a year later, but I feel the need to post it yet again I'd taken both projects down because of this person (who I guess we can call dog lover.) as you can see in the project to the left, the first post I made about dog lover was mass reported by them and taken down, the second one they commented on asking me why I reposted it, I lied and said it was a prank because I genuinely felt bad (since after all this was only days after I moved schools). Like I said I have conflicting feelings about them so at the time I was feeling guilty and took it down. I do not believe I can repost it on that account because dog lover may see it and you know... cyberbully me... so since I don't think they check this account much I'll be posting about it here if you, dog lover, are reading this, please understand that I miss you greatly and appreciated you a lot but there were times where you made me feel helpless, and if you find this I hope we can still be friends but something actually has to change so this person is (or was) a good friend of mine who was mostly nice and smart and got good grades. they helped me with stuff and cheered me up when I was feeling down I moved schools so were not in the same school anymore, and I miss them although we do chat but I'm having very mixed feelings about our friendship ofc I'm not going to leak any irl stuff but on scratch I kind of felt like they was bullying me in some way. Like they would make a nice comment on one of my projects, but in the very next they would write something hateful and i'd have to speak to them about it in school the next day or respond and delete the comment. I even had to disable messages on my comic because of this. And of course, when I confront them about it saying that if they didn't like my art then they didn't have to comment on it and be rude. but do they ever listen? NO. Instead, they would say something like "But [my name], your art is so d00kie!" they would say it half jokingly, and every time I decided to go along only because at the time I wanted so bad not to ruin our friendship. I should not have been so weak I should have worked more to get them to stop, which Is partly my fault, but everytime I did tell them to stop, either in our chat, on scratch, or irl, they would either ignore me (usually when I ask them abt it in chat or on scratch) or joke about it (like I already explained) Now of course, in this rant I also call them "dog lover" for a reason. It's because they like dogs. Is that a bad thing? No. Is that a problem? Of course not. I like cats. That isn't a problem. But for dog lover, it apparently was. Not only did I get hate on my art from dog lover, I got hate for liking cats too. Since I drew cats a lot back then, most of the hate would be directed towards the fact that the art was of a cat. I didn't save a lot of screenshots of those, since I was mostly clueless at the time, but I do have one (which you can click to see right now, it's the slide after the first one) What's even worse is that this comment was POINTED TOWARDS AN ARTIST WE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW, who probably put a lot of hard work into the art and didn't deserve to be insulted by some insensitive person. You can read the context in the slides but If you really don't want to (you should tho) basically I commented on the art saying it was cute and dog lover somehow found my comment (probably found the project through my liked projects) and wrote the hate comment Like I said it isn't wrong to like a certain thing, like dogs OR cats. It is your opinion. I just felt really offended that dog lover was criticizing my opinion even when I never criticized theirs (I even made a dog pfp to make them happy, which they requested but never used despite my hard work put into it. but wtv.) It is your choice whether you like something or not. I literally cannot stress this enough. I've already spoken about it enough. For the last time, unless the opinion is harmful (like being r or anything like that) and openly hating on people for it when it's something they cannot control, it is a harmless opinion. You also shouldn't be hating on others just because you believe in something either Before these comments were made there were also other times that dog lover picked on me that I didn't get screenshots of, ofc. You can see that i'm literally at the end of my rope with this because I say "I literally can't believe I have to tell you this yet another time" and "don't make me say this another time"
continuation because first part is WAYYY too long I used to be the type of person to ignore other's feelings and not listen to them when they told me to stop. It almost cost me one of my best friends I realized that it wasn't getting me anywhere to be a person like that and I stopped Anyways enough about that. More about some irl stuff where I wont talk about personal stuff but more of the general stuff Dog lover does. For example, the physical abuse. YES YOU HEARD ME RIGHT. the physical abuse. And i'm not even lying about this (I really wish I was) So sometimes, like maybe 5 to 7 times, dog lover would like.. shove me hard during lunch or recess and (most of the time) twist my arm. A couple times they twisted it so hard it hurt and I had to yell at them to stop. Both times it hurt for hours after. And one time, when I told them to stop, they didn't even let go. I had to FORCIBLY remove myself from them And NO, I am not making this up or misremembering this. I remember it clear as day. Dog lover would also do this to our other friends, which is part of the reason why a lot of them stopped being friends with them this year. I have no idea why they did it, and I will probably never know, but I know I hated being treated like a doll. You get the general idea of them not listening. Not only that but Dog lover treats everything like a joke. I know everything is only meant to be playful, and all that, but I feel like it isn't. Dog lover probably knew what they were doing and took pleasure in it. as mentioned earlier a LOT of the times when I told them to stop harassing me (either physically or online) they would always pretend it was only for fun. Like another time I made a project about my new utube account and added the name so people could look at my stuff, and the next day while we were walking to class dog lover asked "You have a utube?" a harmless question, so I answered with "yes but PLEASE don't tell anyone." I think you can guess what they did next. They literally yelled it to the whole hallway, pointing at me and yelling "[real name] HAS A UTUBE CHANNEL!" stating the name of the channel and ignoring my pleas for them to stop. I HAD TOLD THEM VERY OPENLY NOT TO TELL ANYONE, NOT ONLY IN THE HALL BUT I HAD EXPLICITLY STATED IT IN THE PROJECT AS WELL. After that, in class I got teased by my classmates which was exactly the reason why I hadn't wanted people to know about the channel in the first place. I didn't want people I knew stalking me or anything, which is why i'd hoped dog lover wouldn't talk about my utube account Well this has been way too long and it's taken hours to write this so. I wont be including every single little thing they've done, I just wanted to get this out, even when I pretty much know no one will see it jsyk I still believe dog lover is still an ok person, they're sometimes nice to me and we have fun playing games at least. but I feel like there are a lot of times they hurt me, which may be more times that they helped me and cheered me up. Listen dog lover, I have no ill will against you, and I want us to keep being friends, but just know this is the reason I sometimes act distant. it's not because I hate you it's just because there are some things you do to me that I hate. That's it. Call me oversensitive, I don't care. I've been meaning to write this Most of the hate comments between me and dog lover (these two featured in the project are already gone ofc, I reported the first one as you can see bc the speech bubble is red) will be deleted, but maybe you can find some if you really look? idk if you really want to find them then....sure I guess...
