old texts whenever i miss you, i read our old texts thinking of what could've been tears are shed when i read "i love you" once more as my heart breaks within you used to call me yours and now you don't even text back every time you stand too close i get consumed with a panic attack i still remember the times when you promised you'd be here but the clock has struck midnight and you chose to disappear i ache for just one more message before i ascend into the heavens above just an inside joke, or a simple hello it doesn't have to be a confession of love as the sun fades away from the sky i feel i'm at my worst so i pull out my phone to reread our old texts with never-ending craving to see you once more, i fear that i am cursed
