This isn't a joke. This isn't a test. This is serious. I've been bullied and harassed by one particular person for too long. I'm not stating who, since I don't want them to be harassed as well. Just stay here and listen to me. One question has been pondering my mind for a while: do I belong here? No, I'm not ki****g myself, it's just that I'm slowly losing motivation, not just to work on CATALYST, but on Scratch as a whole. It all started when Bluudud_891 made "a studio for us." and remembered to invite NamFamKam but completely forgot about me. If there was a reason for that and I'm just crashing out over some random s***, I'm sorry. The thing is, NamFamKam has only popped up recently, and he is already rising to the top with people like Bluudud_891 and MoreWolfogames12. And I'm here, still at rock bottom. No, this is not a call for attention. I am not craving more popularity or anything like that. As of right now, I'm just a puzzle piece desperately trying to fit in, but its efforts are all worthless. I tried to turn criticism into motivation, but it gets to a point where it is just too much. I tried, okay? But it was all for nothing. Absolutely nothing. My dreams of collaborating with big games like Terminal Corrupt have already been dashed, and I understand that. Nobody is going to collab with a game/creator SO BAD that it will hurt their reputation with people thinking they just desperately wanted views from the other game. I'm thinking about taking a little hiatus. Maybe it's just to work on CATALYST, but I don't know. I don't feel like you guys want me here. Maybe NamFamKam was right, "ur annoying no offense." I get it. I'm annoying, always begging, selfish, impolite, and whatnot. Maybe.. just maybe... Maybe I shouldn't be here. Maybe I will forever be like this. If this was somebody's plan to get me to quit the platform, well congratulations, you pretty much succeeded. I'm going on hiatus for a little bit. I'm sorry to people who supported me, because this isn't directed to you. Stickbug out.
for the photo to the left: words without quotation marks are examples of messages i have received words with quotations are things people have ACTUALLY said to me
