Vent ig? So when I was 11 my bio dad (g)raped me for 4 years of my life and when I asked him why didn't he stop when I asked him too he would always say "you deserved it" or "you wanted it" it made me hate myself I finally told someone at 15 but I'm still scared to this day to talk to elder men.... And I feel like it's my fault for not trying hard enough to make him stop...
