Everyone doesn't care, a sentence I say almost constantly when THOSE thoughts come up they all say that they do care for me, I realized something, They try to change the subject even when I am SHOWING my Need for help you all respond "..." and get on with it like I'm some sort of useless trash. Well I guess I am trash aren't I? "I do care about you" minuets later they are roleplaying like nothing happened. No one checks on me after INCINDENTS no one. When I actully almost died it was only one day they tried to comfort me and then brushed it off like it was a speck of small dust, I have a question for you all, do you really care about me or do you just want to get over the trouble? Now I'm convinced no one actually genuinely cares and this speech is just a grab of attention, or that's what you all think when you see this paragraph of whining and crying am I right?
Now, like the rest of the other times I'm like this this too, is going to be brushed off, isn't it? People saying they're happy around me is a huge lie. Maybe I wasn't your friend after all maybe I'm just a accomplice. Im a bad friend anyway so why does it even matter
