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okay, so like, don't mind if i yap about my 1&Only 'til my fingers burn....buckle up teacups @keronnero. @KERONNERO. LET ME TELL YOU WHAT, I LOVE TS WOMAN WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. It all started on Hannah Bang's YT premiere of Orchid Flame. I was in the live chat, fanboying over how gorgeous Hannah was, obviiii. I saw a lot of comments go by, and I kept noticing the username @keronnero going by on yt. so i interact with her and talk to her and stuff and bro i swear smtn clicked so i was sad when the premiere ended BUT ISTG TS GIRL FOUND MY YT CHANNEL AND COMMENTED. LIKE BRO I WAS SO HAPPY AND I FOUND OUT HER BDAY WAS THE SAME DAY AS ONE OF SKZ' COMEBACKS (i don't wanna say when to respect her privacy) BUT YEAH WE STARTED TALKING THROUGH YT AND I HAD A CRAZY RISKY IDEA OF GIVING HER MY #. and she msged me bro... (there was so much more that happened but we'd be here all night) the rest is history but like we've bonded so much since mid august and i would actually give both of my kidneys for her istg. like you don't even know how sweet and beautiful she is and the way i feel like crying when she's sad or overwhelmed. i wish i could hug her and be with her always even if shes states away from me. like her mom knows how we met online and wasn't super keen on it (my mom doesn't know to this day lmao-) but i feel like i have a bond with her mom now lol (we always do vid calls btw so like- shes not an old man guys) we even talked about her visiting me over the summer and her mom was okay with it since my state was on the way of their annual trips n stuff. LIKE WHAT. i've never met someone that means as much to me as she does, i'd gladly defend her no matter what. my changbin biased bestie is seriously the han to my lee knowww RRRAAHHH BRO SHE MAKES ME GIGGLE, I DONT FREAKING GIGGLE. SHES SERIOUSLY THE FUNNIEST PERSON I'VE MET AND I FEEL SO HAPPY AND LUCKY THAT I WAS AT THAT PREMIERE THAT DAY imagine if i wasnt?? like would i know my beautiful bi bestie rn if i didn't make it to that stream?? like i wasn't even like a huge fan of hannah (i loved her but like i wasn't really involved with her music that much, not like i am now) but i just saw she was live and i was like "oh sweet" BUT OMG YALL I'D GIVE HER THE WORLD IF I COULD. shes the first person i've ever told about being trans and the first person i'd call if i was about to do something stupid. i just hope she feels the same about feeling safe around me and like she doesnt have to hold back. because she absolutely doesn't. i love listening to her talk about the things she loves and seeing her happy and excited about her crochetting and her albums, i just absolutely adore her and i literally would move to her state just so i can be with her irl >ㄱ< one day. LOL it doesn't matter what u do kero, i'll always support you and i'm always here. it doesnt matter if its 3am or if im at work. once the time restrictions are off my phone, literally im picking up ur calls in 0.1 seconds bru my mom loves her too so like yeah im keeping her forever and shes stuck with me and shes my little golden labubu and i love her so much and jifhrlhgre3uiqdbyruhekgqrhue I DONT HAVE WORDS BRO ilysm never change my loveee<3 no i didn't hold her at gunpoint to make a scratch acc... ..why would i do that... haha okay fine.. i did