my dihchah is brown. im gonna get my period NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo..... THATS WhY I FEEL SICK????? THATS WHY? NO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP (im trans okay dont judhe me.) unnhhhh hummmm,,,,,,,,,,, hlepppp i no no wanan have my period hlep mememaamamamgrakvjger MAMAMAAAAAAAAAAMAMMMAAMAS VFIM UGFINUEDGIdf MY MOM IS CMING HOEM TODAYDYDYA more like tonight BUT STAILLLLLL IM SO EXCITED ITS ALMOST MY BRITFAHY (may 1st, but im gonna spend time with my parents on april 30th so i wont go to school because my mom wont be here for my real birthday and im bringing MAYBE PIZZA BUT CUPCAKES AND DONUTS TO SCHOOL FOR MY BIRTHAYD YEAHHAHVK UNFYUDAVFUDVYEAYYAYAYAYYAYA) my friend is letting me babysit her Baldi plush. someone misgendered meand said im a GIRL. DAWG IM A BOYENBY. WH YDO PEOPLE MISGENDER ME THIS BALD LOOKING WHTIE GUY SAI D"She wants to kiss me!!!!" TO ME AND MY FRIENDS AND LDONT LIKE HIM PLU SIM NOT A SHE/HER.I ONLYL ET IMPORTANT PEOPLE CLAL ME SHE/HER. POOPooHEadv GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay. so. the urges are coming back.... i want to do it i want to but i know its wrong and i cant i wish there was some way to let it all out i always think weirdly like i cant stop it feels like an addiction i need time away hum...................... but this is a way to cope....... how will i get rid of it. why am i like this i dont want to be attracted to that shi. its disgusting. im a minor myself i dont like it. i dont want these weird addictions. i dont like it. stop. please. why did they have to do this to me. why.... hum,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i need a way to escape this... nothing is working......... hum.. that doesnt work either. neither does that or that. i cant distract myself from it forever. but then again.... im only under 13. im scared. im scared to tell someone. im scared of what will happen. what will they think? what will happen? maybe my dad's right. i need time away. i cant keep finding ways back. i only have 1-2 years left.
