Hai guys, sorry if I haven’t been posting as much I just don’t have as many ideas y’know? Anyways I’ll just talk about stuff now. I went into town today with my friends and got a hello Kitty key chain, those cutecore bone hair clips I see all over the internet, a hello Kitty pen that broke the moment I used it, a cinnamon roll and lemon water. I went to the park (not my local one so I didn’t see Humbug and Kitty unfortunately) and it was super fun!! Then me and my friends got drinks at a cafe and we had to play ‘will Ashtray die if she drinks this?’ When she ordered because she has 15 allergies :| we then had a strange conversation about Taiwanese people because Meme was telling us they could be anywhere at any moment in a very cryptic manner. My eye hurts and I’m very tired + I feel sick so uyusugqhwjwhj. Also I feel so defeated, I’ve spent three years researching a disorder I thought I had, which I’ve now learned that I probably have something else instead, not in an uneducated self diagnosing 2021 way but like I genuinely thought I had figured out what was happening and now my reality has been somewhat just flipped. I’ll make an entire post regarding OCD and stuff once I do more research. And I’m not saying I’m not happy I’ve learned so much about Autism and ADHD, I’m very pleased I know so much, I love knowing stuff especially about these kinds of topics since I kind of want to study psychology in college. It’s just more on a personal level. Health anxiety is going to be the death of me. I mean no it won’t not to jinx it or something, knock on wood smth like that. I don’t want to leave, Please. Sorry guys bad word detector got me.
