Used the last of my finger strength to make the doodle *sob* Anyway, onto the point of the project. I guess I don't really feel like I have a direction to go. I love drawing, but I feel like it's not just the one thing I wanna do on here forever. Maybe I'm just tired because of girl problems, but Scratch is just starting to feel tiring. The constant regulations, the need to reply to every message. It's difficult. Then I keep missing messages and not replying at all. It makes me wonder if I really want to be a content creator or if I just crave validation that comes from it, since barely anyone in real life seems to understand, yet alone like my art, cartoony style, or interests. I've made lots of buddies and I love talking to people who really understand me, but I don't really feel there's an actual motive to keep sharing things. I'm so sorry to those I don't ever end up replying to, or if I stop responding to roleplays midway through. I'm just exhausted and unsure. Maybe it's just the burnout speaking, and i'll be back to my jolly self in a week or so, but if you requested something from me, that might be a while. I've realized i've taken way too much onto my plate, and it's difficult to enjoy my hobbies when I feel like I need to please everyone before I can just sit down and draw my own things and work on my own projects. I love drawing fanart for y'all, and if I feel motivated, I will! But right now, I'm burnt out, confused, tired, and not doing too well right now. I may occasionally post, but I'm considering hiatus of Scratch, and social sites in general to get back into the right head space, and work on becoming a better me, and learning the things I want to learn, writing stories, learning to animate, working on my irl self, and more! Thank you to everybody, and if I do end up choosing hiatus, I will make an update project. Until then, I love y'all, and have an amazing rest of your day/night/whatever time it is for you X3 Bye bye. URGHHH IM SUCH A YAPPER HOLY CRAP-
