[ CW: The kaleidoscope spins ] --- It all just goes on in a loop... a loop... I don't want to be brought back stop bringing me back, everything is loud here stop it. Why why why can't I be free from all of this I'm sorry I failed you I failed her I failed her I failed her this is my fault why does she always get dragged into this it's not fair I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas I'm sorry Atlas Stop Please Please don't make me lose her too
This is meant to embody Vulcan's current mental state- as you can see he's not doing well ;-;