...I hate this

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My phone goes down at 10, And I was trying to message my BFF and sm1, and they sent me a message, can't really remember but knowing me I overthink everything. My BFF messaged me bc we were talking and I didn't get to say I gtg bc my phone goes down, I called and idk I just hate this. and I asked my dad if he could turn the downtime off for a bit and he said "Not until I see your report card" he knows my grades, I was told there would be a report card 3 weeks ago, And said "Do chores, Clean your room" Might I tell you my parental controls has it so I have 2 hrs on my phone A DAY, except the weekends it's 3. and sometimes it'll go down and I'm not even on it!? And it's stupid so I have to watch and keep track of usage. all my friends have socials, Or Most, Most don't have parental controls and get to see friends anytime. I just sit in my room, research and watch history videos, listen to music or watch things and wish I could just get out ig, I could go on walks but it's either raining or jst gets boring. I want to see friends, The last time I hung out with a friend was about 3-4 weeks ago. I miss my BFF, We haven't talked much since her parents seem to not trust us hanging out bc smt that was months ago. I mean i've learned, sorta trying to move on. I also miss him as I say a lot, I had this whole paragraph to send him on his 15th b-day and then I was grounded for 3 months. And can't talk to him. I can't even have any apps I swear, One of my friends who moved away I don't have his number bc I got mine changed. My Mom said she was okay with them bc she knows Abt my friend and she thinks he's really nice. (Talking Abt DC) Before you say "Stop being so mean to your Dad" or Sm that my sister does. He's nice sure, But he says the rudest nastiest things to me. My Mom is on My side with this situation so ig..idk. Both my parents know my sister likes girls, But I don't want to explain that i like guys and am trans until they meet my BF(My Dad has for a bit and thinks he's really nice) I'm tired but trying to stay up till 12 bc I love to message people right at 12 Happy Birthday :3 Huge skip lol I plan on moving out, Getting back in contact with old friends and hopefully My Little Sister. But I don't know. I'm really just tired and annoyed rn bc My Dad knows well enough I was sick the other day and that's why I didn't go to school. Normally they force me to anyway, While My sister stays home. Saying I'm just "faking" it. I don't know what i'm saying. My brain is thinking 1000 things at once night imma be up for a while.

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