Ever on and on I will continue circling, with nothing but my hate in a carousel of eternal agony ‘till slowly I forget and my hearts starts vanishing and suddenly I see I can't break free. I’m slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and paralyzing agony to tell me who I was, who I am, uncertainty enveloping my mind until I can’t break free and, maybe its a dream, maybe nothing else is real, but it wouldn’t mean a thing if I tell you how I feel. So I’m tired of the pain, all the misery inside, and I wish that I could live, feeling nothing but the night. You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go, but I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know. If I make another move, there’ll be no more turning back, because everything will change and it all will fade to black. Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go? I’ve forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I’ve done everything I can. All the people that I see, I will never understand. If I find a to change, if I step into the light, then I’ll never be the same, and it all would fade to white.. If I make another move, there’ll be no more turning back, because everything will change, and it all will fade to black. If I make another move, if I take another step, then it all would fall apart , there’d be nothing of me left, if I’m crying in the wind, if I’m crying in the night, will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white? Can you tell me where I am? I’ve forgotten how to see, I’ve forgotten if I can. If I open up my eyes, there’d be no more going back, cause I’d throw it all away, and it all will fade to black
I made this like last year or something
