What happens when the sky starts to fall? When the world goes back and no one seems to care. Are you the only one who wonders why? Are you the only one who cares to find? You're told to ask questions but you're told to shut up. He's eight and he was /there/ but she doesn't think you should know. Well you're told anyway. Because she's wrong. When you're the only one who cares what /she/ wants. When she's two and refusing help and you're scared. He's ten and nothing broke when he was over and that's different. When you hate him but you keep thinking about what went wrong. You keep seeing signs that everyone seemed to miss. You're treated like you don't know anything when you see more than them. He's gone, and he's never going to be allowed back, but he's your godfather. And you can't talk about it without crying because he was your favorite. And now he's the worst. And you want to protect them but nothing works. And you're scared. And you're tired. And you're wondering where you failed. That's normal for me.
