TW: Acual death + grief Scratch, please don't delete this. And guys, don't report this. this is fully my choice to share. I was scrolling through my old accounts a while back, and saw this. I had originally planned to post this ~2 months ago, but I was still heavily grieving :( I forgot which day, but sometimes in the middle of January, I had to put down my sweet girl. I cried all night. Honestly, I still cry at the memory of it. I missed the feeling of scratching behind her beautiful little ears and the comfort I felt when she played with me in my hard times. Like I said, sometime on a Thursday evening, I noticed she was breathing weird and being lethargic. I begged my mom to bring her to the vet. Eventually she agreed and we drove there. Long story short, the doctor gave us two choices. Try to keep her alive longer, or put her down. Oh, how I desperately wanted her longer. But my little girl was in pain. I didn't want to extend it. So I made the choice of putting her down. I miss her so very much, but I know it was the right choice. Thank you for the amazing 5 years I had you, my little girl. Fly high. I pray I will see you in heaven. o7, Mazie. Birthday: ~July 2017
