☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ ↪song by TV girl ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ I just feel so lonely more than I have been... I mean like, I have my family, but they don't understand how I feel In this point of my life. Its just that I like a boy from school, and Like I told one of my friends that I liked him and she sort of started telling people abt that. But she says that she just gave "hints" and I don' t even think that the persons she told asked her because like I told everyone I know that I didn't like anyone back then and now there are rumors about that... Like I have kept my feelings well hidden, feeling scared of rejection. I think that it has gotten to his ear of that because I have caught him looking away when I looked back at him. I've Literally have had a crush on him since he arrived as a new student in Elementary, so for about 4 or 5 years of knowing each other and of me crushing on him. It as love at first sight, well at least of me... But today, my heart just crumbled apart, when we were all getting of the bus, I saw him and one of my friends walking away together. I mean- they always do that because they live in the same direction, but like this time they were talking a lot together- but like she's my friend, she would not just do that right...? Its okay, I can always move on anyways, I can forget about him... thats what I always do anyways... :( Anyways a good thing that happened to me today was that when they called our bus, I was getting out of the bathroom and a Girl, one grade lower than me, came up to me and asked me if I was Okay then she said that I was really pretty and that she looked up to me! I swear, that is the nicest thing anyone has said to me in a long time. Oh, and she asked for my number. She really brought up my confidence and im truly grateful to her <3 ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ I'll keep yall updated!!! Thank you all!!! Luv Yalll!!!! <33 ↙The fear to be loved↘ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdRO5gP7GnI
