RUSHES If I knew what I felt I could do so much more I could be confident But the swirls of black and gray Are too tempting So I end up back again A damp towel Hangs to dry But never will be Because it's raining I want to laugh At the absurdity of it all But I have no energy And I have nothing And I have too much I want to love But now that it's been dangled In my face I feel as if I never want to love again The feeling tortures me As if daring me to run away Feelings are confusing And I don't want this one anymore It makes a whirlwind In my stomach I don't know what it's doing with me It should go on and find someone else For its little games Its tricked me once already Fool me once Shame on you Fool me twice Shame on me This will not fool me twice I won't let it
