mostly a vent project, but whatever. I have slowly, and surely been getting more mad overtime, granted, in other places i usually keep this private as to make sure no one gets confused or if i ruined there escapism but Scratch is the only place where i feel like i could get mad at any second. Not At the the usual stuff like the moderation (the moderation has gotten much better now.), but rather the fact i have a huge distrust for the people here because we are in the United States. And to be blunt, even though i was born in the United States, i have, over time, realized how much people in the US hate me, so much, and how much i have to be so (and perhaps, too much) paranoid of people just to feel safe and comfortable. I have had this feeling for a long while, probably a few long months now. Today is meant to be the birthday of a former ex-friend of mine, however i am not celebrating it this year or anymore because i broke ties with her a few weeks ago because i do not trust her anymore, and likely has started to push me away to please the US (and how am i to know if i am too paranoid, or asking for too much, or if she actually is pushing me away before i had enough, i can't tell anymore.) Most if not all of my friends i consider close aren't from the US, they are from other countries, i think they are generally very nice. i only have like 1 friend from the US. But here, everyone in the US is just, to be blunt, very rude. and honestly, why would i want to be friends with anyone in the US anyway? They are all rude, they risk there lifes over nothing every week or so, and they want everything bad to happen just to get me out of here and recently, many of the US Users on other sites have started making EAS Scenarios of The country turning into essentially what Germany was in the 1940s, where everyone is watched, and everyone different by the US gets punished. I do not believe it is realistic at all, but lets be honest, if it did, somehow, happen. they would defend it, they would gladfully support it if it meant ruining my life over it. they pretend to hate for that to happen because if they pretend to hate it, they then can use it as a weapon like "this is what the right wants!" or "this is what the left wants!" when in reality, both sides want it, both sides want it so much so they can see what people like me are doing, so they could, in some way, make fun of me, or target me. but it won't happen, so they play fantasies over it by using the Emergency Alert System as there plaything to pretend it will happen. when its fear mongering. I am not sobbing or whatever, i am not depressed (Original Reference to WindowsUltimate's Project, not clever i know), i am just tired and mad.
Credit to WindowsUltimate For the original Project. (Original Project's background were somewhat made by me, i am not sure since it was made in 2020, all i know is i am certain i did those error messages) Kotomi ichinose is owned by Key (i used kotomi as a representation because i love her, she is my comfort.) Korean Central Television is owned by The Radio and Television Broadcasting Committee of the Democratic People's Republic of Korea (i added the watermark because, as stated with Kotomi, Korean Central Television is also my comfort too and also makes me happy when i am mostly depressed like this) Criticism is welcome to my points as long as you are reasonable and don't try getting in the other way of other people who comment here, i tried making this project as reasonable as i can to make sure it fits with the other projects i have made that aren't vent related, but there is a limit to that, so sorry.
