I don't know who I am right now. Until recently, Ive never had a crush, so I identified as Bi. But since a few weeks ago, I got my first crush(s). Now debating If I'm lesbian. Going to start going by Aeon in real life. Its not that I dislike my real name, I just feel more connected to this one. my middle name, the whole reason I use Aeon for online, is "Aeonessa." My previous accounts usually used "Nessa."
-Memories of a different reality- I have memories. They might be past, might be present, might be happening right now. I feel the horns on my head, the slit in my back. A therian. Yet, there's no species to describe what I am. At least, Not where I am now. Sometimes, reality collapses, and I get sent do a different world. A better world. This place, is called Xureh. There are people, plants, animals. Languages. Similar to english but different. Spelt different. Pronounced different. It never feels like it’s in my head. Never has. Yet somehow, I don’t know how to get back. This place. It's so different than here. The skyscrapers are carved into mountains. The roads are underground. Radioactive frequencies allow the native species to control their surroundings, to a certain extent. This allows them to do so much more… than what goes on here. Is this the future? Another galaxy? Or is it really all in my head? At this point, I don’t know which reality to stay in. What if this ones the dream? What happens when I wake up? Is there anyone else who has been where I’ve been? Where the trees have crystal leaves and the branches move at will? Where illusions turn to reality, and darkness can be dispelled? Do I belong there? Why am I stuck in this world, when i know a better one? Why do they all tell me It's all in my head? When I have so many distinct memories of another life? And why… Is it just now coming back to me?
