"give 110% percent" they said "never give up" they said i poured out my heart into the work i wanted, i expected results but i underestimated the challenge i was so blinded by that power i would never succeed, even in a golden hour that belief in my mind would only come true as the pain that i felt would never say "adieu" the mistake that i made hit me hard like a bus it just wouldn't, it just couldn't go away the pain of winning stings in the process but the pain of regret, the pain of regret, stings so much harder people will fall in and out of your life coming and going in the blink of an eye i now feel the shame rising in me lying awake knowing history had its eyes on me i just cant, and i still cant believe agony by hudson