The static on the TV is the loudest sound I knowSitting in a kitchen where the shadows start to growThey say that time will heal you, but I’ve only seen it fadeWalking through the ruins of a life I never madeMy dad became a photo when I was only twoA ghost inside a frame of a man I never knewI spent a lifetime searching for a hand I couldn't holdGrowing up too quickly in a world that felt so coldThen the house was quiet, no more paws against the floorNo more silver collars rattling by the front doorThe only ones who loved me without a single wordAre buried in the backyard where the sirens can be heardNow the phone is silent, not a soul is checking inA crowded room of strangers where I never seem to winI’m a phantom in the daytime, just a shadow in the nightTrying to remember how it feels to see the lightThe ceiling tracks my pacing as the hours turn to dustA heavy heart of iron that has turned to flakes of rustLeft behind by everyone, just trying to surviveIn a quiet empty kingdom where I’m barely left alive
thanks to @StickmanTheAnimator for the og project want more songs like and fav based on my irl life
