Tw: lots of caps, all about bullying, skipping eating Nonbinary? Bullied Lesbian? Bullied. Pulled a tail out for a second? Bullied. Brought a plushie to school? Bullied. What does it take for people to remember I HAVE FEELINGS?! SO WHAT, Z? L? HOW FUN WOULD IT BE IF I STARTED HARASSING YOU FOR LIKING THE THINGS YOU LIKE?! ISTG YOU KNOW HOW MUCH CONVINCING ITD TAKE TO MAKE ME WANT TO DROP OUT OF ART CLUB? TO MAKE THE ARTIST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THE THING THAT THEY, YES, //THEY//, NOT SHE, LOVES? THATS BECAUSE IM STUCK WITH YOU ALL FOR TWO HOURS, PLUS AVERAGE SCHOOL TIME. NOT LIKE I CAN DROP OUT, OR ANYTHING. AND I CAN’T EVEN GO HOMESCHOOL, SO I’M STUCK WITH YOU PEOPLE. I CRADLE AND CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP, KNOWING TOMORROW THE PAIN WILL REPEAT. OVER AND OVER UNTIL SOMETHING, ANYTHING, HAPPENS AND FREES ME FROM YOU ALL. WHAT IF I CRITICIZED YOU FOR ONLY LIKING FOOTBALL? YES, ITS TRUE. YOU DON’T HAVE A SINGLE, NOT ONE, SOCIAL SKILL OTHER THAN SIMPLY COMING ACROSS PEOPLE THAT MEET YOUR STANDARDS TOO HIGH FOR ME TO MEET, OR MAYBE CONSIDER I DON’T WANT TO MEET YOUR STANDARDS. OH, DON’T BELIEVE ME? HERES A LIST OF THINGS YOU HARASS ME FOR, EMOTIONALLY AND PARTLY PHYSICALLY. RELIGION, ‘FURRY’, PRONOUNS, S3XUALITY, TOYS, HABITS, ACTIONS, AND I BET YOU ALL JUDGE MY WEIGHT, TOO. LISTEN, MY MENTAL HEALTH IS DECLINING MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE EVERY TIME WE CROSS PATHS. YOU DIDN’T LIKE HOW HYPER I WAS? NOW I’M TOO TIRED AND PREPARED FOR YOU TO EVEN REACT. GOOD ENOUGH? AND, GET THIS! SOMETIMES I DON’T EAT MUCH AT LUNCH! I JUST STARE AT MY PLATE AND GIVE THE OTHERS MY FOOD BECAUSE I CAN’T BEAR EATING WITH YOU AND YOUR ‘FRIENDS’ BEHIND ME. AND, Z? HOW WILL YOU FEEL WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE REPUTATION BEFORE I COULD EVEN PROCESS. ITS BEEN NEARLY TWO GRADES, AND YOUR STILL BULLYING ME BECAUSE YOU CAUGHT ME HOLDING A TAIL? HAH, ITS LIKE ME CRITICIZING YOUR HOODIE CUZ IT’S ‘BASIC’ AND STILL SCREAMING AT YOU FOR IT TWO YEARS LATER! THE POINT IS BULLYING? NOT OKAY. I. HATE. THEM. ALL. L, Z, L, J, Z? You know, sounds like you five find SOME KIND OF ENJOYMENT IN TORTURING ME. MY STUFFED TOY? I MIGHT AS WELL JUST BRING HER WITH ME WHEREVER, BECAUE WHO KNOWS WHEN YOU’LL APPEAR TO SCREAM ‘FURRY’ AT ME. J? REMEMBER WHEN I SILENCED YOU? WELL, THATS SOME PROGRESS. TRIED TO BULLY ME FOR MY RELIGION, YES? WELL, I DIDN’T EVEN BRING UP IT! I DROPPED MY CRYSTALS, AND HAD ONLY ONE PERSON HELP ME, WHILE YOUR OVER HERE ALL ‘So are those crystals also part of your “Wiccan” religion?’ ISTG. YOUR GOD? I WAS ONCE CRISTIAN LIKE YOU ALL. I KNOW YOU ALL WERE TAUGHT TO LOVE AND TREAT EQUALLY. WHY AM I THE ONE EXCEPTION? AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?! If you listened to my rant, thank you.. I’ve been dealing with a lot lately, and this is just one thing……..
