another mental yap session you guys don't need to see this i guess I have no idea what's wrong with me like i have nothing to complain about i am a privileged american who has tons of resources but why do i feel like oofing myself every week why do i never feel relaxed and am instead on edge all the time why do i never feel fully rested and grades hoo boy don't get me started on those anxiety-building grievances i know i'm capable yet I just keep getting Bs no matter how hard I try you know they say these are the golden years of my life i'm genuinely scared what life is going to be like when I'm older
song: it's tv time three people are probably going to look at this it's ok i'm probably going to unshare this tomorrow anyway
