(MIND YOU THIS LORE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, I ASSURE YOU) Basically she gets less and less in control of her emotions, and in desperation to keep herself calm, she destroys them slowly along with the less control, and she, in result, stops caring about the fact she's harming anymore, she just wants out. She wants what she never had. Love. She just wants to be loved. But it's to late for that. She's gone. SHES GONE. Ś̸͙̺̥̰̯͙̭͆̏͂Ḩ̵̛̘̤͙͔̝̫̖̻̦̞͙̺̅̿͘͝Ȩ̸̪̯̗̘̥̣̲̣̣͍͚͙̥̩́̀̈̆͑Ś̸͙̺̥̰̯͙̭͆̏͂ G̶̺̥̎̄͌͑͂̔̏̓̂́̈́͜͝͝͝͝ͅO̵̧̗͕̹̼̦̗̮̱̝͆͊́́̈̿̋ͅN̸̡̧͕͙̼̻̳̦̪̞̯͎̦͓̏̒͌͑͒͊̾͌̑̅̕͝ͅȨ̸̪̯̗̘̥̣̲̣̣͍͚͙̥̩́̀̈̆͑ ̷̦̫̟͓̝̣͙̞͓͂̈́ͯ̌͡S̛͇͉͈̼̟͈̹̙͔̟ͥ͊̉̄̾̏̉̽̅͛͜͡H̬͈̩͔̜͔̝͎̩̖̦͕̬͔̹̋̂̂͂͌͌̓͝E̷̤͙̰̖̘̣͕̰̦̫̟͓̝̣͙̞͓ͫͪ͂̈́ͯ̌͢͡S̛͇͉͈ͥ͊̉̄̾͜͡ ̴̰̦̗̤͍̈́̿͡Ǧ̸̸͚̗̜̬̤̺̼̖͙͇͙͉̯̞̦ͥ̉͒̌͌̒͟͟͝͞Ọ̥̰͎̰ͫ̌͗ͩ̌̽̿̎̂͟ͅN͚̘̖̻̖̦͕̬͔̹̓́͌̓E̤͙̰̖̘̣͕̰ͫͪ͢ ...shes gone ... -'' . . . ''- -'' I hate him. ''- -'' I HATE HIM ''- -'' HE HURT HE NEVER CARED I JUST WANT HIM GONE I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM... ''- -'' ... ''- -'' ...I'm sorry for not being good enough... ''-