Slates lore Chapter 12 'Regret'

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"Look Slate, I'm sorry but I don't think you've been doing well... I've noticed how you've been lately... I think its for the best" Molly said. Slate didn't find her voice comforting as much now... As Slate realized where she was being taken. Slate was insane and all, so it was for the best. But Slate didn't think so, she claimed she was 'okay'. She wasn't though. Every hallucination, everything. Molly knew what was best for Slate she always did. "Molly w-wait..! Why....?" Slate asked. Molly started at Slate with pity, Molly was sad and so was Slate. Molly didn't want to do this and Slate didn't wanna go. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She was right for it. She was. Ugh it hurts now to think about anyone I've loved: Molly, my family. I can't handle this. I can't protect the colors away from danger. I can't do anything right. It's all gone... My life. Everything... Im sorry... I stared at the walls. H1tting my head over and over. I was so stupid! STUPID! Now I'm locked in this place with other insane people. I don't know anything anymore. I can't remember their faces... HER face. I cant keep track of time and I'm never hungry until like 2 months later. The nurses might be getting concerned. Why I'm never eating or anything. I can't sleep. I keep having night terrors. If only I could've talked to those 3 for the last time. If I'm ever getting out of here... Cross.. and Clover.. "UGH!" I said slamming my hands on a desk. I needed to escape. I HAD to escape. so I could find them. Remember the faces I've loved. Remember one single thing. "Hey! HEY!" A little voice said. I looked over panicked "H-Huh..?" I said. "YOUUU YOUU!!! PERSON YOU! SLATE!!! I can help you get out of this place!~~" The voice said "Really?! PLEASE! get me out please.." I said. In a rushed voice. "Mhmm yeahh!.. I cannn!! You've been here for a whileee!~~" the voice said. "My name is Mothy! No need to introduce yourself Slate!~" Mothy said. She sounded a little like someone. Someone I knew. Well enough to remember the voice. The nurse who took care of me walked in. "Hey Slate! You doing alright? Are you gonna eat today?" She said. I stared at her. "No I'm not hungry..." I said "You never are hmm? Why that?" She said. I shrugged and went back to thinking. When the nurse left, I saw Mothy, she was in fact a small little creature who was like a moth. "Sooo whenn do you want to escape? Todayyy, tomorrow in 2 weekss..." Mothy said. "T-Toda- No no tomorrow!" I said "Slate who are you talking to?" The nurse said as she walked in the room. "N-nobody... Nothing.." I said. She closed the door and left, "Wow a bother right?" Mothy said. "N-No... I don't find her as a bother..." I said. "Actually can we leave today? Please.." "Yeah I mean.. If you want! All you gotta do is make a run for it heh! Find the exit run out." Mothy said, she had a smug look on her face like she was lying. "ooohhh Slate! I have some news! Your gonna get out of here in around 2 weeks! I've noticed you've been a little 'better' but you know the medication has been working so! Yeah!" The nurse said. Again barging in. Then left. "Right..." I want to get out of here now." I said "I mean if your gonna leave soon, I could just hang out with you. become your best friend!" Mothy said. The best friend part was neaveracking. it scared me. Everyone friend, loved one, family. Gone... I mess up and loose everyone don't I..? "k..." I was nervous about it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It was now night, Slate was going insane wanting to leave. She screamed, loudly. She couldn't handle it. She was scared. She wanted her life back. "Geez Slate! No need to wake the whole place up!" Mothy said. 'I SWEAR MOTHY! The next chance I get I swear... IM GONNA-' Slate thought "SLATE! Are you okay?? What happened are you hurt?" Her nurse said. "Yepp.... Just wanna leave that's all.." Slate said. 'Im going to leave. I don't care what they do. I will escape..' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The next day Slate was about to start begging to leave. She was bored, and done. Slate was now also finally hungry, she opened the door to see if anyone was around. Nobody was. Which was good for Slate. "Slate wait upp! What are you doing!!" Mothy said. Mothy didn't think Slate was ready. Slate looked at Mothy and started running searching through doors to find an exit. Many doors. Too many doors... Until Slate finally saw a door near the entrance where people came through and out. Nobody was guarding it, Slate had a chance...? "HEY! SLATE WAIT UP! YOU'RE NOT READY!" Mothy called ahead. Slate didn't respond again. Until a nurse stopped Slate. The nurse looked at Slate up and down realizing she was trying to leave. "Great. You're the 3rd person to escape today. Go escape whatever, its not like I care." She said walking again. Slate stared at Mothy. "Yeah are we not gonna question that she let me go off so easily" Slate said.