———————————— WORSHIP ME LIKE THE SUN AND MOON [ a cicada application ] [ current for-fun ] ———————————— [SECTION 1 - ABOUT YOU] Hi Solar! I'm @.rainlily- though I mainly roleplay on @.rainlily-rps. You can call me Ray or Goober, I honestly don't care call me Bird Child for all I care. I use she/her pronouns at the moment, and I love to read, write, draw and roleplay. I love Warriors, WoF, Hunger Games, and Alice and Wonderland (specifically the first story :3). I am an EPIC the Musical addict (and I can and will sing the entire series- which is 50+ songs- if provoked. /silly) But in all seriousness, I love the characters in that show so much I could drone about them for hours and hours if you'd let me- which I'm doing right now! So we should probably get a move on before you're sitting here for the next three hours reading my application. I can't remember whether or not Zeus's animal is an eagle or some other species of bird though. I'm online pretty frequently, and I check my mail pretty often as well. I'm online every day for at least an hour (it's lowkey kinda unhealthy lol). I'd rate myself like a 17/20 on the activity scale. I've been roleplaying since I was in third grade, and now I'm in middle school which is kind of insane when I think about it. I've been with Generations for about three months with quite a few cats. Two apprentices and one kit that have all died under my control- and I do admit- I feel a bit guilty, but I promise I'll play it safe if I get Cici. [SECTION 2 - THE KIT] [section 2.1 - which and why] I am applying for Cicada'kit the adorable little child I can't- why is she so cute?! I want her because she has an absolutely adorable design that I fell in love with at first sight, she has a leader parent- which would add tons of lore to her- and I instantly had so many ideas of what to do with her. [section 2.2 - why I should have her] I've won a local writing contest, have been writing fan-fictions and more since I was in third grade, have been on WCUE for 4- almost 5- years, and I consider myself to be an experienced roleplayer. But to be honest, there are probably more experienced and more qualified people to be taking this child, but I would be so happy if I won her because I would give her lore, make her buff, and never intentionally kill her off. I hope something in this application convinces you I would be a good fit for her! [SECTION 3 - PERSONALITY] [section 3.1 - simplified] pos. [+] energetic, confident, sure-footed neu. [-] competitive, short-fused, deceptive neg. [=] overconfident, dastardly, grudging [section 3.2 - detailed] energetic :: "showing or involving great activity or vitality" - Cici sees the world as her stage, and bounds right in with joy and energy to spare. She constantly has energy to spare, and never seems to tire, leading her to see everyone else as slow and tired. confident :: "full of conviction" - Cicada'kit believes she is important, and uses this to her advantage when doing things. She feels an inflated sense of importance, making her confident on the inside, but appear cocky on the outside. sure-footed :: "not liable to stumble, fall, or err" - Cicada never looses track of what matters to her, and always manages to find her way forward. She believes that any problem has a solution if you work hard enough and that any challenge can become overcame if given enough force and push. competitive :: "inclined, desiring, or suited to compete" - Cadi sees everything as a challenge. A threat. A force that she has to fix. She has to beat it at any cost, and that makes others think she is rude when she is really just trying to prove herself. short-fused :: "a tendency to get angry easily" - Cicada'kit does not tolerate joking around or incompetence, and she will get mad if they talk to much, joke too much, or even so much as annoy her. She will then lash out and become grudging to the cat that has annoyed her. deceptive :: "tending or having power to cause someone to accept as true or valid what is false or invalid" - Ci impulsively lies. She hides herself from others to prevent herself from shattering on the inside and breaking on the outside. With a heart of stone, she perseveres through the highs and lows, never fully showing her hand. Who knows? She might have a royal flush. overconfident :: "excessively or unjustifiably confident" - Cicada'kit is one to take the first stride into a sea of doom, as if expecting it to part beneath her paws. She believes in her abilities, almost too much so. She thinks that if she believes in herself, everything will go smoothly and perfectly no matter the scenario. dastardly :: "characterized by underhandedness or treachery" - Cici is a menace to society. And I mean that lovingly. She is a scheming little weasel with a temper to match a lion and the common sense of a beetle. She is a vile little thing and will not hesitate to lash out.
grudging :: "unwilling, reluctant" - Ci remembers things, she remembers everything that anyone has ever done to her, and is not afraid to bite and resent them for it no matter what happened, whether it be something trivial, like taking her mossball, or something serious like fighting her and scarring her, she will remember it and hold them accountable for their actions. [SECTION 4 - GENDER AND SEXUALITY] As a kit, Cicada'kit will define as a female. She will use she/her pronouns, and be aroace and not interested in going into a romantic relationship. As an apprentice, Cicada'paw will define as a demi-girl. She will use she/bug pronouns, and will be straight, and not too interested in finding a crush or mate, but won't be opposed to one either. As a warrior, Cicada'____ will define as a female, but use she/bug. She will be straight and demiromantic, meaning she specifically only likes toms, but only is romantically interested in them if she is attached to or is close to them. [SECTION 5 - RESEARCH] [section 5.1 - narcissistic personality disorder] https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1275413610/ [section 5.2 - how this affects her throughout life] As a kit, Cici will be fairly normal, but she will tend to be more aggressive and want more things than her siblings. Her NPD will begin to show more in her apprenticeship, when she will begin to expect praise and reward for doing practically nothing, though she is really doing it because she is afraid that she isn't enough. She's like a crow, obsessed with the the thought of perfection and a shiny future. As a warrior, Cicada'_____ will believe that she is not from this world, she will believe that people are constantly both admiring and plotting her downfall, making her paranoid and easily angered. [SECTION 6 - ROLEPLAY EXAMPLE] [section 6.1 - general roleplay ex.] [ in comments ] [section 6.2 - disorder roleplay ex.] [ in comments [SECTION 7 - TRIVIA/OTHER] [section 7.1 - general trivia] DnD Alignment : chaotic evil First Impression : a rude, savage kit with a sharp tongue and even sharper eyes - Favorite Color : orange (yes, she is that self centered) Favorite Time of Day : sunset Favorite Season : leaf-fall Favorite Food : sparrow, but only if it's been de-feathered [section 7.2 - future plans] - I plan for her to think that because her mother was the leader, then that makes her immediately important, but deep down, she believes that she has to constantly prove herself to the world to make her feel wanted.