when the infection started she tried to flee to the dream realm but she had a deformity causing it so she could not leave normaly one there so she wandered around looking through the eyes of infected bugs she was bored so she honed her control over essence and posseses a miner and glued feathers onto her helmet to appear like antene and she got rid of the lumifly lantern on her head as they are too cute to be enslaved like that, she wandered around for a while avoiding uninfected people, then when the radience was consumed by the void she was worried she would be trapped in the dream realm but no her essence is in control of the corpse she is puppetering, she eventually found the moth settlement being rebuilt so she joined and made a garden using corpses from dead miners as fertalizer