I’m serious about the suggestion though. Despite the fact I just met you, I care about you. Jesus has helped me become a better person, and I don’t even have the strongest relationship with him. My mom has become a completely different person after she got closer to him (Less pushy, cu$$e$ less, less grumpy, etc). You don’t have to take my suggestion though. Im not going to force you to do anything you don’t want to do.