Disclaimer:yes I’m currently don’t feel good,I have a migraine and my mental state is down the drain but I’m fine<3 ⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Why can’t I be smart,like I bet I’m a disappointment to everyone I know,whenever I see my grade,I feel disgusted I don’t wanna be a nuisance to her,I hate being clingy and I hate getting jealous whenever I see her hanging with someone else,and whenever I see her my heart goes weeeee I can’t differentiate between friendship and real feelings for someone I hate liking yoai,I feel disgusting when I’m dealing with being hyper s,whenever I relapse it feels disgusting I feel ashamed I wish I never stumbled upon yoai Why can’t I be better for her,she gave me cash for me to buy food when I was hungry,she’s perfect In every way how am I supposed to not have feelings for her but she’s straight</3 Vent(3/22/36):STOP SAYING ILY TO ME OR ANYTHING FREAKY OR LOVEY,I WILL AND CAN DEVELOP FEELINGS FOR YOU SO PLEASE STOP,IF YOU TRUELY ONLY HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME PLEASE SAY THOSE THINGS OMG IVE BEEN REJECTED 5 TIMES THIS WEEK EDIT(4/28/26):thx to everyone who said ily,I've been better but still struggling with SHush ⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ I’m a very silly person trust-Olive<3 FULLY DIRECTED TO HER
Edit:Removed my art since I got allegations so yea PIC NOT MINE DISCLAIMER:if you saw the past thumbnail the art belongs to me but my friend helped my draw it since my artstyle is closer to hers
