to @Aerosal, please forgive me, I mean every word I say. Im really sorry, and I do mean it. I really shouldn't have said those things and I regret it now. I never think before I speak and never actually think about people's feelings twice or what could be going on outside of things. But that is not an excuse. I should have put you and your feelings into consideration and instead of telling you to shut your mouth I should have shut mine. I'm a really nice person when you get to know me and I'm sorry you had to see such an out of character unhuman side of me. I hope you can forgive me and hopefully we can start clean again in the future. I promise myself I wont do something like this again. but I understand if you don't feel you should forgive me. but I'm sorry for hurting your mental health. I'm not in a good state either but that doesn't excuse anything. I'm sorry. and to the spop comm, I'm really really sorry for this. it was out of character of me to act like this. trust is easy to break, but hard to fix. and I understand if you guys don't trust me anymore. please, just let me start over, I need a moment to breathe and to figure out who I am again. I have made many mistakes like this before and yet still haven't learned my lesson and this whole situation is just taking me back to those moments. I hope you can forgive me. - sincerely, yunha.