MONARCHKIT ╰┈➤ amab ⸝⸝ 11 inches tall ❝ may you forever hold sovereignty over your emotions. ❞ Monarchkit's colors are lighter and remind some of the sun at dawn. He has medium blue eyes that seem to be the perfect mix between his parent's shades of blue. His classic tabby stripes are from his mother's side, while his cream-and brown coloring is from his father's side. Another trait he gets from his father is his burmese-point coloring. Monarchkit's fur is unruly but shows no hint of the curl seen in Fallensong's family. He is the youngest of the litter, but will also be the tallest when they are adults, at eleven inches. He has a muscular build underneath his medium-length fur. His ears, hind paws, and mask are a light, dusty brown striped with a deeper brown. On the cream parts of his body, his stripes are so low-contrast you hardly notice them. Written by @antisociaIite Mandatory Research: fal's bad parenting ⊱ ────── {.⋅ ✯ ⋅.} ────── ⊰ |⚝ Fear - A Monarchkit Application ⚝| «⟪ Made a promise, told myself I wouldn't let the fear back in, But then I did, though ⟫» |⚝ ᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛs ⚝| sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪ: ᴡʜʏ ᴛʜɪs ᴋɪᴛ + about me sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪɪ: ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪɪɪ: ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪᴠ: ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴠ: ᴅ/ᴅ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴠɪ: ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠɪᴛʏ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴠɪɪ: ᴘᴏssɪʙʟᴇ ᴅʏɴᴀᴍɪᴄs sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴠɪɪɪ: ᴛʀɪᴠɪᴀ sᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪx: ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ꜱᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ x: ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛꜱ «⟪ Told the world that I was sick of runnin' Then went back to runnin', what a joke ⟫» ⚝ ┊why this kit + About me┊ ⚝ @Kaidrawzforfun - Hi! my name is Kaii or Kayden. Ive been on scratch for 3 years and I have been roleplaying the same amount of time! Im an artist and animatior and enjoy making art and lore for my characters :D I chose Monarchkit because I read up on him and his relationship with Fallen and instantly felt connected to him, me personally I can relate to him. «⟪ Disappointed, yeah, me too ⟫» ⚝┊personality┊⚝ -⚝ simple ⚝- - positive -- Charming -- Respectful -- Gentle -- Kind - neutral -- Self-conscious -- Resentful -- Reserved -- Independent - negative -- Over-shadowed -- Detached -- inauthentic -- Manipulative ⚝ complex ⚝ Positive::: Despite his relationship with his father Mony is always quick to give a smile or sweettalk someone, trying to make them feel special while trying not to cross their boundaries, or disrespect them in any way possible. Monarch is also quite a softie, he cares for others smaller then him, or others who cant protect themselves, so he tries to be gentle and calm with others while always trying to be nice. Neutral::: Monarch is very conscious of what he does, considering he grew up taught to just be perfect and to only do what's needed to protect his sister. Due to his messed up parenting from his father, he grows resentful towards his cherished sister, sometimes going as far as wishing he was born an onlykit. Taught from a young age Mon is very reserved, never speaking his mind and always faking his true feelings, feeling as it he would be failing his father if he didn't smile, or he told someone he wasn't actually happy. But once an adult Monarch becomes independant, never asking for anything and doing what he needs by himself, not wanting to trouble someone or be a burden. Negative::: Monarch is often over-shadowed, being put to the side and never really arguing about it, always just looking away or forcing that practiced charming smile he always did. Once an adult, he entirely just forgets his own emotions, not knowing if he was happy or sad. Or whether he was angry or scared. He just was numb. After a while, he faked his emotions and smiles entirely, his feelings were never actually his, and only a learned act. This caused him to be manipulative, knowing exactly how to make another cat do exactly as he pleased. «⟪ I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not ⟫» ⚝┊gender┊⚝ ↳kithood - During KITHOOD, Monarch will be a he/him ↳ apprenticeship - As an apprentice, Mony will go by he/they ↳ warrior - As a warrior, Monny will go as he/they/it/lost/harmony ↳elder - As an elder, Mon will still go as he/they/it/lost/harmony «⟪ It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before ⟫» ⚝┊attraction┊⚝ ↳kithood - As a kit, he will be aroace ↳ apprenticeship - As an apprentice, he will rarely feel anything for anyone and will be Demiromantic ↳ warrior - As a warrior he will stay Demiromantic ↳ elder - As an elder , he will forever be Demiromantic «⟪ Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor ⟫» ⚝┊d/d (disabilities/disorders)┊⚝ - Anxiety - Anxiety is a psychological disorder which can cause anxious behavior that can affect someone throughout their entire life. Anxiety causes immense fear and worry though little or big things. This disorder can effect how someone thinks, often making them cautious and jumpy, always worrying even when they have no reason to. Depending on someones level of anxiety they could have intense panic attacks when triggered. Which could lead to more timid behavior+ [cont in desc]
And the habit of checking every corner to assure they're safe. However with Monarch, he will only have the fear of talking to others, being awkward and overly nervous when needing to talk to someone he isn't comfortable with But he will still be extra cautious and jumpy, panicking if danger is sensed to soon and he doesn't have any time to prepare. Some of his symptoms will be... -Feeling nervous, restless or tense -Trembling -Feeling weak or tired -Having trouble sleeping -Having difficulty controlling worry -Having a sense of impending danger, panic or doom. If a summary is needed tell me! some of this is from the site and others is just my knowledge of my own disorder :DD ... Sources:.. https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/anxiety/symptoms-causes/syc-20350961 - Fal's bad parenting - Monarch will be heavily affected by Fal's parenting style. Making him feel more like a side character in his own story. Due to his father's intense favoritism, he will grow to think that his sister is superior and will most likely develop anxiety and possibly depression in the future due to this. Monarch will also have a hard time socializing past his smiles and small chats, always finding it awkward if someone talks to him for too long. He also has trust issues, never quite trusting anyone unless they prove to him that they wont betray him or stab him in the back. Bad parenting can cause negative affects into a child that can be carried into adulthood or turn psychological. Causing someone to be more detached and more prone to outbursts or bad behavior to try getting any form of attention even if negative. https://psychcentral.com/health/negative-parenting-style-contributes-to-child-aggression I can do more research if you'd like :D «⟪ Every decision made isn't mine anymore ⟫» ⚝┊activity/RP example/codewords/how long will I keep the kit?┊⚝ My activity can fluctuate, however never drops below a 7. :DD However ill be more active on school days and slightly less active when its a weekend or a school break. But even then, i check up at least once a day regardless. I've been in many roleplays and have had 2 past TFCRP chars however one was quite old and Reminiscence is still alive and well in shadowclan- :D Despite not having many TFC characters I've had many Generation cats and a few TSS chars.. such as.. GENS.. Frostclarity, Midnightyowl, Daylightdapple, Azuriaheart, Singepaw, Gildedkit, Umbrashadow, Fireflypaw, Talonkit, Solarmoon, Blossomshadow, and my current char Nightshade! TSS.. Ghostwhisper Mirroredreflection And Arachnidwing RP examples will be in the comments.. same with JRP slots «⟪ Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice ⟫» ⚝┊possible dynamics┊⚝ Parents -- -Fallensong: Monarch will be distant with his father, never quite connecting to him like how a father and son should. He despises talking to him and would prefer never to, which is why he tries his best to keep quiet and stay perfect. But despite this, there are some times where he can sit and talk to his dad, they happen rarely Goldenheart: Monarch thinks his mother truly lives up to her name, being the most pure cat he had ever met, never faulting her for any of his problems and always assuring she was happy before his own happiness. Sunsetkit/sister -- Monarch will grow to protect and care for his sister, however it is not his own feelings and is however a learned reaction he was taught as a kit leading up to his adulthood, learning that his only purpose was to care and shield his sister. «⟪ What's the truth? What's a lie? Help me, God, help me, Lord ⟫» ⚝┊trivia┊⚝ - voice claim -- N/A -- N/A - apprenticeship + randgerhood -- N/A - warriorhood onwards - theme song(s) -- 'Fear' NF -- 'Heather' Conan Gray - scent -- Honey and Vanilla - fears -- Being worthless -- Being imperfect -- Failing others - likes -- Moths -- The moon -- Storms -- His mother - dislikes -- loud noises -- His father -- Sudden insults - favorites -- favorite prey --- Big Birds -- favorite weather --- Thunderstorms -- favorite cat --- Goldenheart -- favorite scent --- Warm vanilla and Oranges -- favorite place --- ..? -- favorite color --- Silver and blue - least favorite -- least favorite prey --- Voles -- least favorite weather --- snowy -- least favorite cat --- Fallensong -- least favorite scent --- smoke -- least favorite place --- ..? -- least favorite color --- ..? «⟪ Face your fears, dry your eyes Grandma died, what's the point? ⟫» ⚝┊extra┊⚝ I honestly love monarch sm- I have so much planned for him <33 Good luck everyone!!! <333 «⟪ Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy ⟫» «⟪ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛs ⟫» ⚝ layout by @-poprocks-- , with minor adjustments by @Kaidrawzforfun :> ⚝ layout inspired by many others ⚝ layout filled in by @kaidrawzforfun ⚝ character designed by @antisociaIite ⚝ art in project by @antisociaIite but tn by @kaidrawzforfun «⟪ Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice ⟫»
