Here, Roxanne t-posing in a Byler t-shirt (if any of ya'll even remember her lol, ik a few of you will though) Anygays, you didn't come here to hear me talk about how I've neglected my OCs to the point in which some aren't easily remembered due to lack of a usual presence in my projects... (I promise I'm working on them...) So I realized I might've been making a big deal out of the art program thing...I mean, it's not like I don't have time or am incapable. I've been given everything I could ever need for my art journey, and at the first real guiding-you-to-your-dream-of-putting-your-art-towards-a-career-path, I panicked and tried to back out and delay it when it became more demanding than I expected. I really don't realize how good I have it until I'm given a different perspective (no, I'm not elaborating on that)...and my parents weren't exactly letting me back out of it. Not because they're pressuring, not because they're bad parents, and not because it's somehow an inconvenience to them. Because they know I can do it, because they know it will be better for me in the long run, because they know I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill, and because I do need to realize that life isn't gonna let me flinch away at opportunistic things all the time. Change is good. Getting out of my comfort zone and having a little pressure and doing things I don't 100% wanna do is gonna happen. Sure, I could be more prepared, but the worst that happens is that I don't get in this year. I'll shrug it off, prepare better, and get in next year, knowing I tried. So in conclusion, I have 10 days to draw 8 drawings, some of which can just be pencil sketches (and prepare myself for an interview and have my mom upload a couple digital drawings onto a thumb drive as part of my portfolio or something). Sounds like a lot, but it's not like I have clubs or sports or anything on the side, so if I just stop procrastinating, I'll be okay. After Friday the 31st, I should be back to making stuff and posting on here like usual (unless all the work gives me art block or if I'm too tired, but I'll bounce back from that soon enough or just keep working on my OCs)! Also please join my DMC pretty pleaseeee :3 (not forcing)
