My crush knows. Pretty sure he doesn't like me. I thought he didn't know, but when my brother was telling him he said he already knew. My friends were talking too loud. I cried when I got home. I felt numb. I didn't know what to do. This is almost the same as last time. At least I KNOW that he knows now. But it makes it weirder because now I know why we accidentally locked eyes like 15 times. I was going to type the word with 'f' but I forgot I'm on Scratch so I'll just say darndangit :/ It feels like a fever dream. But that's been my life lately. I've come to realize that I apparently *was* having thoughts before though. I felt everything officially stop when I saw my brother talking to him. He looked over. His friends looked over. My friends say I was red. I swore myself out right there. I just don't want him to dislike me. I've been rambling for too long. (EDIT: dw I went through a short emo phase I think I'm good now :D)
