This is a vent and rant project, if you are sensitive to negativity or the works, please leave. Don't scroll if you're sensitive and curious, its better to leave if you don't like negativity or drama. This is your final chance. You chose to see this, okay. [My friends.] - I need new friends, my current friends don't treat me any well and my current friends are drifiting away from me, i'm slowly losing people and i'm losing my self, I don't know if I want to hang out with these people are try to revive the friendship, my current friends are saying they're going to harass and bully me because I don't have bobette in DW, and I don't know if they mean it as a joke, but I don't want people to harass me or make fun of me, I only want a friend that I can hug, hold close, feel emotions, everything... I feel disconnected with people, no one gets it, no one understands, I just want a friend who understands me and my problems... I want a true friend, not a friend that tries but doesn't truly know, not a regular friend, a true friend, someone I can sit down with and cry safely if I need to... but where can I find that person when no one likes me in my school... [Loss] - I lost something important to me, I lost my Pokemon cards, this might seem like something silly to put in a vent project, but you don't understand, I've been collecting for 3 years, I lost $500 worth of cards that were going to be sold to buy a computer for me and my brother, and it was all gone in a second. But aside from materialistic stuff, I had to let go of someone I loved and cared for dearly, my girl best friend, who I'll call Ruby for privacy reasons, my parents don't like me talking to Ruby at all, and for a while things were going great, but today she had a talk with me, she said that she doesn't want to talk anymore because i'm someone she just met online, and I get it, I can't provide a stable friendship without being next to her, but that moment broke me a lot, letting go of someone that I've known forever hurts me a lot, and I wish I could've done something, but we agreed to stop talking to each other until later in life, which... who knows if we'll still even care for each other. I loved and cared for her deeply and now shes gone. [Lonliness] - I'm jealous of people with a GF or a BF, i'm lonely, tired, and drained, my current friends don't cheer me up, sure I laugh, sure I smile, but then I go back to being miserable because its a cycle that stays the same, I want a GF... I want to tell someone I love you, I just want someone to hug, to care, to love, to be safe around... but no one likes me, i'm ugly and no one would want to date me, so why bother asking, I don't even like anyone at my school, but I just want SOMEBODY, anybody. If you read it, i'm sorry if I bothered you with this negativity, but I need to let it out.
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