Really, being bound by anxiety and doubt Is just the worst, so Why are you still searching for Some fantasy? Some ideal? Some "grand truth"? I just want you to realise that reality = regret... So go ahead and just become a clueless fool Close your eyes. A slightly sweet cup of coffee A message whose address I just can't recall In my head, I just ignore the gains and losses As my impatience builds with my quickening pulse If cover my idle eyes, I'll shut down It'll be back to normal with a band aid slapped on for fixing I just want to stay vaguely hidden So come on, give me the answers, Trick me with your words, The present we find ourselves in is warped - stop it in it's tracks! Grudges, resentment, jealousy - let's hide it all away Let's make it all impossible to see! "For the most part, knowing anything and everything would be boring, Do you not understand that..? In that case, farewell. " Even if the conflict continues like this The only thing going forwards is time Even if you fixate on stuff like that Don't you think that counts as 'leaping before you look'? You kept doing it over again despite knowing it was forbidden Now all I want you to do is nothing, okay? a piece of cake? Your useless way of thinking My unique memories that could only be made here I rely on intuition, blind to all logic But acting only on instincts - that's no good, is it? Though it's shoddy, my face can still be mended Although, even after trying everything, I still look so meaningless It looks like I don't even understand the simple stuff Struggle as much as you can Like a traveller on the road to heaven Cast off those days you cling to My stable, honest heart has ended up like this All thanks to you! (haha!) Oh my! "Ignorance is bliss"? I can't stick by any fool who says that! In that case, tear it all down End it all with your words Own your sins and revel in them! A world where people sing of other's "inherent virtue" I wonder how nice it must be... Ours is a world covered in suspicion, betrayal, and hypocrisy To the point I can hardly even breathe I can't stand it anymore! … I see.
This low-key sounds like something that would play in a coffee shop or cafe lol. Very chill! Definitely a song to listen to while studying or sleeping! ^v^