❝ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ꜱʜᴏᴏᴛɪɴɢ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ❞ Starlitsoliloquy Death SRP TW: D3ath, disease, deep water —— Life wasn't a fairytale. Those were just the fantasies of a kit. Someone hardened by the villains of the world. Stuck in the moment of no return. Star was stuck there once. But she had gone full circle. Wander always believed in her fairytale. She thought of nothing as she sunk below the surface on the cold ocean. Nothing but her dreams and wishes. A hero. A hero always fell one day. And although Star appeared as no hero, she tried and triumphed as a hero would. This was her fall. The sinking motion, Deeper, Deeper. As the star’s fire burnt out and it crashed into the water. Fae gave into the villain that had been holding her so long. She finally was defeated as she tried to escape. But she regretted nothing and much. Wish hoped to have saved many. Had she done it? Had she saved lives? Preserved memories? Mayhaps. But we would never know now. Wander dreamed of a better place. Peaceful. Happy. But in that reality she was alone. You could always be happy, but without hardship you’d always be alone. Hardship was the key in these stories. She had kits, friends, love, enemies, allies. Ups. Downs. Treasures. Loss. It was all but the way. The way of a— well, what do you suppose? A hero. A dreamer. A child. An author. A star. A mother. A friend. Naive. Brave. Kind. Quick. Skittish. Trustworthy. Weak. Strong. It was all the same. It was /her/. If Star was reborn as someone destined to be a hero, she wouldn’t change a thing. She would tell her stories. Fly to the sun. Make friends. Face loss. Sing songs. Adventure. Love. Hate. Be scared. Be brave. Unite the world. Far fetched and impossible. But she would still try. She never did get to sing the song she promised to Deepdream. Because the song was far beyond any one life. It was the lives of many needed to be recalled and honored. It was a chorus. Her watchers. Her admirers, if she had any. Wish loved all she came across. And now she was in the dark. And seeing stars. And dying. And made a wish on one last shooting star. That the fantasy would continue. Realistic. Chapter after chapter. Just like her life. A storybook. Some were happy, some were sad, some were frightening, some were terrifying. She had a happy ending, even if it seemed not so happy. And as the word of the last page of the last chapter was read, fae smiled. Who knows, maybe it wasn’t the last book. Stories as such often continue past death, even if it isn’t hers. Everyone knows the last words of a story. The End. ——
Thank you, Star. You meant a lot. So much more than I could ever describe. I spent a lot of days refining this. I wanted it to be as perfect as possible. Even though it was me working the strings, you were a lot more than a puppet. Some things that happened were unexpected. They hurt me as much as they hurt you. But I don’t regret a thing. You deserve to be at peace. You've grown up so much since those first weeks. Hopefully your story continues in Starclan. I’ll try to do you justice. I’ll miss you. You taught me so much. Promise me you won’t leave me, huh? —— After that sob-story, let’s move on to more seriousness. - Star will be going to Starclan. She belongs amongst the stars. - She died because of the sickness event in Urchinclan, it weakened her body so much her body just gave up as she went for a swim. - She won’t go back to being all fun. She’ll always be a little more somber from now on, but she won’t ever stop trying to be happy for those who need it. Happiness will come easier for her, because she comes to accept these circumstances. —— Star will be taking her lilies and obsidian with her to Starclan, she’ll have something form each afterlife with her then. The rest of the accessories will be goung to her last litter: Eclipsekit: Pearls (official) ❝It was always a reminder of Urchinclan. There I was raised, and there I was going to die. I hope you feel more comfort there than I.❞ Nebulakit: Coleus leaf (official) ❝A gift from a cat I met once. It was so unique, almost like a magical plant from a fairytale. You can be magical too.❞ Supernovakit: Stardust (official) ❝You do shine. Don’t be afraid to. The stardust was from my father, or so I believe. I won’t be seeing him in Starclan. Remember you can sparkle.❞ Nightshadekit: Cobwebs (official) ❝I never wanted to see another cat hurt. I kept them to be safe. To protect others. I never had to use them, but that doesn’t mean they won’t have to be used one day. I hope you use them well.❞ Sunflowerkit: Rose tail wrap from Jinxglory (unofficial) ❝A gift from my best friend. She’s gone because of me. But I’ll be seeing her soon. I hope you know even the most beautiful things can be prickly, and even the most prickly things can be beautiful.❞ Nostalgickit: Deimos’ raven feathers (unofficial) ❝He was by my side so long. I hope he lives the rest of his days well. He led be to my first kits and now he leads me to you. Fly high, live wild, see beauty in the dark.❞ Ebbear: Dark Forest Lily (official) ❝A gift from my father. Whether he wanted it or not, he taught me good. There’s beauty in the dark places.❞ Dazepoppy: Starclan Diamonds (official) ❝I found this for you. I hope it shines even in the dark.❞ Melodydawn: Shade Obsidian (official) ❝A place in between. I’ll never know whats there. Perhaps you won’t be so blind to the truth as I was.❞ —— Art and character by me Roleplay is Generations Song is Last Words of a Shooting Star by Mitski, it fits perfectly <3
