so my grades are abysmal and unstable, my afternoons are abysmal (courtesy of grades overload) and I'd say at this point I practically don't even get a good sleep at night because of either waking up in intervals or just the inevitability and inescapability of all the work I have to get done. and I'm already exhausted at the end of 2 days in my week due to how hard I work out, so it's like even if I can now look around while in the vicinity of a former crush who rejected me, much progress is still yet to be made. Imagine the days when I have to do a bunch of school work after the gym. Things don't seem to be getting any better either since my father is having raging fits talking about how I need to go back on medication, which would completely ruin my chances of a career in the air force which I have worked so hard to get to. I don't even have access to calming music since he took all my CDs alongside my player.
Space for next image Song: Linkin park - the emptiness machine
