Posting this before new years since it was made to be the last song of this year. <33 DURATION 4:15 can't believe I'm still alive after this year. I was spending 95% of 2025 spiraling/disassociating/derealizing but I'm here ! 2026 me I hope u enjoy whatever the hell this is.
LYRICS ---------- [VERSE 1] did your doors slam shut every time you walked by every window covered up unknown faces join the light and you pray for things to change even though you think God wont come ur way which is why you have to fend for urself? [CHORUS] have you ever woke up wanting to see the end thinking after all of this you aren't gonna restart again yet somehow you find out just when you deep into the sea a hand pulls you out so you can see things get better, so do we [VERSE 2] woke up and decided to write my name with a red pen counting down all of my mistakes and learning to live with it I know they'll be more downs than ups I know they'll be more wrongs than rights but while I'm in the moment none of those matter I just wanna feel alive [CHORUS] have you ever woke up wanting to see the end up thinking after all of this you aren't gonna restart again yet somehow you find out just when you deep into the sea a hand pulls you out so you can see things get better, so do we [BRIDGE] and I kept growing up tho I don't wanna I think I've matured enough I only got a few hours left till I can say goodbye to the hell I was in and I kept losing touch tho I don't wanna maybe me and I will reunite can u stop blowing ur fireworks it hasn't even hit 12am yet, that would be nice [CHORUS] have you ever woke up wanting to see the end up thinking after all of this you aren't gonna restart again yet somehow you find out just when you deep into the sea a hand pulls you out so you can see things get better, so do we
