oh my goodness the title is such an overused phrase But, it's true nonetheless. To some extent, that is. I'm going to try to be more active on here. Active as in being productive, not running through endless fake scenarios in my head of what would happen as a result of being productive. I guess this is a resolution of a sort? Also, thanks to the people who've given me any sort of positivity! It means an unbelievable amount to me, even a small comment. If any of you are seeing this, then I would like to give you virtual head pats! I'll try to be more positive to you and everyone else in that hopes that I can brighten their day a little bit. And to any other people who happen to view this, I hope you all have had an amazing year and continue to have a good one in 2026! :3 anyways, I'm going to go stay up late and watch a boring, anticlimactic ball drop or something! see y'all in the new year! (I know this is sort of a trash post, my bad)