Just watch.
READ THE WHOLE THING PLEASE UNTIL THE END!!! Some inspiration from a project about the parents who never let their kids watch normal TV. This may not be some of your problems, but I was absolutely terrified of asking my friends parents for snack because I thought they would cook me because I am not humbly asking for food in their house. It's pretty quick, but there's a really big game coming out. NO SPOILERS. Just follow if you want more and better projects.