you read the title. i struggle. i know someone in your life struggles. i know that you yourself probably struggle. there will be times life doesnt seem worth it, and there are going to be some things, hell, some people, who make you question your worth. but i want to let you know as someone who struggles with having these thoughts all the time that there is going to be someone who cares. it could be 20. it could be 12. it could even just be 1. but that person will miss you. even for people you think couldnt care less,, theyll notice that you didnt show up for school today. theyll notice that they dont see you walking around in the neighborhood. theyll notice that they can no longer see your beautiful face and your smile. hear your laugh. love the way you light up a room even if you dont notice it. leaving the world will leave a you shaped hole. and i know that the earth is big and theres 8 billion people so that might not seem like a lot. but a hole is still a hole, and you are so amazing for taking the time to fill it. even if you trip and fall. even if you can only stumble. but youre still moving. youre ALIVE. you have the power to think, to feel, to dance, to write, to sing, to draw, to code, to touch, to smell, to see, to wonder, to make things, to walk, to hug your friend, and to know that somebody wrote this text for you. and im happy i did. and even if this isnt enough to convince you, even if you still feel like you dont have anyone, ill do the best i can to be the person to tell you that you are amazing. you are wonderful. you deserve all the best and i will miss you if youre gone. even if i decide to no longer be here too. your time in the sun will come, and when it does it will be so bright and blind you with all the love you deserve. virtual hugs ♡♡♡
