In a dim-lit room where shadows creep, I wear my mask, but it's not so deep. A loser’s laugh, a nervous song, I dance through life where I don’t belong. Beneath the bravado, a heart's hollow thrum, A nerd with secrets, a mind coming undone. I wonder often, what did I do? Why do they scorn me when all I pursue? Each joke I tell, a fragile disguise, While laughter echoes, it rings so false. The crowd may cheer, but I know the truth, A restless spirit, a thief of my youth. In mirrors, I see a face I despise, A jester's facade, with no hope to rise. The whispers of failure, they cling to my skin, A reminder of battles I know I can’t win. Yet I’ll keep stumbling, a fool on this stage, Trapped in a story where I’m filled with rage. Each insult I hurl at the self that I know, Is a mask for the pain that I can’t let go. So here’s to the journey, however it goes, Embracing the struggle, as each chapter flows. In the story of me, I’ll find my own role, A tapestry woven from the depths of my soul.
Song: LOSER - by Neoni
