so 8:20 I had a dentist appt so i checked out of school today but before that in PE like before class I went to the bathroom and when I went to wash my hands I saw a girl that I didn't really like crying and so I washed my hands and sat next to her against the wall and Lon walked in and asked what was going on and then (this girl I don't like AT ALL) walks in and they are asking like "are you okay?" blah blah blah and I felt bad bc when she was talking about all this stuff about how her home life isn't the best and people from her old school were calling her because they were being bullied and, I've been so blind, EVERYDAY this boy picks on M and I never stood up for her or anything and also the fact that I talked bad about her to my friends bc she was mean to me in the beginning so after I went to PE I started crying bc I never realized how strong she is bc she is always smiling and it makes me and others seem blind but she was hiding it to well and I feel terrible. Like I don't like her at all but I fell so bad. And then H my baby is back with her at her moms house after her mom KICKED her out and she HATES it, She hates living there and everything. BUT IVE BEEN SO BLIND. All of this of everything has been right in front of me the whole time just covered by smiles. I even covered my own emotions to where I was crying on the bus and felt terrible the last few days. All I ever do is over look things and try to ingore the problems that are scaring me like the scares my friend told others she was hiding with her bracelets. I come to this platform to tell my stories for others to know they aren't alone but also to heal me. It feels like I'm telling story to a group of kids even when no one comments and that is why it means so much to me when someone does comment. It really makes my day. 8:32 We gonna call this kid Peter (its his middle name... I HATE this kid no joke the) So peter, everytime he sees me next to a boy, goes "you should date him" Like boy you should shut up. It's not about to rain or windy outside, so why did you hairline blow farther back then the smoke coming from H's sisters ape? the fricklefrackle?? Like this kid don't know when enough is ENOUGH and he don't know when to shut up. Okay so wait my old best friend (she hates me now) Talked mad dirt about you and you talked worse about her and now yall TG??? like? and then out of no where he is like "gray hates you" Like I didn't ask and considering she talked bad about you means she probably hate you too and I wouldn't be shocked bc she hops from man to man like the two things in the cat in the hat all jumping around like settle down girl this ain't costco you don't need a sample from every guy at our school. Im not gonna lie tho gray has the best genes she is so pretty. anyways (I'm straight yall) I don't like wpeter at all - I just wrote all of that and Grammarly showed up saying I have 34 mistakes in my writing. Like? The only mistake here you you honey the fruit loop? NOW 39??!!!!! I can't be talking I wasn't planned> I wasn't a mistake, I just wasn't planned said my mother and my mother thinks she knows best if ykyk ;) My jamacain bestie moved away too so ya. Door you were the bestest and Her mom omg (best bus driver) anyways back to peter. It doesn't help that my younger sister loves peter's little sister and they are really close.l but apparently they are moving this summer which is a blessing in my eyes but his mom is so sweet and would call my mom literly any time her kids were talking bad about me and try to see what was going on. His mom is a blessing! (don't worry I love my mom too) "I'm on my ladies days"-chels *but I really am so that's probably why my insults are over the top today* Also for Door I'm doing vball again soon to honor her and our old teen (I was the only white girl on the team and my dad was the coach[he was good at it too]) I gtg to sleep I'm tireddd nevermind I have chores before bed its gonna be awhile.. I hope that whenever or whoever sees this is having a good/great/amazing/pintrest worthy day God blesssss you!
Hey this is a part two-ish of one of my other projects I hope this is reaching the right groups of people so if you are seeing this please copy the link and get this around so people know they aren't the only people going through hard times. It means a lot!