Just so you know, it’s not funny. You are not allowed to make fun of me. You are not allowed to joke. You are not allowed to do anything you think will “cheer me up” such as joking. I absolutely hate jokes in serious situations. it’s not funny Jejkfjkkjeljklkkdjskkldjle Jiiejijldieijdijdjkkjlsij why must you do this why dolkdjklejijldilifjjlkejkld lkkejlkklmlkkjdjlkdljklijjdillijd why is everything a joke lol you all are benefitting off of my suffering like parasitic leeches that only live to torment me and if I stopped suffering you will only make me suffer more and no one is doing anything about it THEY ARE NEVER HERE FOR ME IT’S ALL LIES I WILL EAT YPRUE SIODELJKEOJINJKDJKDD)M I WILL EAT YORU FLESH ALL OF YOU MAKE ME ANGRY It will never get better, rest assured. They will continue to talk and talk and talk and keep saying things, my dad will keep blabbering about how trans is Chinese agenda, and I do not think anyone is there for me because you all are at school or something while I’m suffering. I help people and they don’t help me. Why don’t they help me? There’s actually a scientific explanation for it - the human mind has evolved to be greedy. All of us are DESIGNED to want more power and to rule, so we have to be more self-centered. Unfortunately, this means everyone else is focused on themselves rather than helping people. And when technology evolves, it’ll only get worse. We crave power. We crave money. So no one will ever THINK about helping anyone else. I want help, but the help will only be temporary. Everyone will go back to their normal lives. I want the suffering and talking to end, but no one will ever listen. I’m done with all of you.